Kris, I am right there with you in my heart on this one.
You are ripping us a part and letting the light shine in on the raw parts.
The places we fear to go and fear to look into.
“Live your life inside it, in the room in which you are rather than wandering around out back or upstairs or wherever you tend to drift off to. Sit with yourself. Sit in the room. Be there in time and space — in mind as well as body.