James, this is heavy stuff, “I felt like the worst fraud. I felt like my life was over. I felt like my kids would be better off if I were dead. I couldn’t stop crying.

“It’s ok,” he said. “Things are going to get better.”

And he was right. They did”.

I too believe life gets better all the time. It’s good to know some things in life that have sucked. I am not sure these things are what turn life into being great. I do realize that seeing how humans live and the crazy things they can choose to waste time on….has motivated me to be very focused in how I want to love and connect with others.